Designer drugs tucked in these designer denim
The value of these clothes don't define who's in them
Say I used to grind harder when I was penny pinching
But lately I just grind smarter and stick to my vision
They ain't believe back then they had doubt in his premonition
I foreseen it all and know this story ain't have no happy ending
But I'm at the end of this curse and I'm blessing my children
They think I'm jus playing with words but low key this how I really be feelin
Feeling estranged cause I don't have time for the mother of my children
All across the state I'm wheeling and dealing
Ties to the mob my great grandmother Sicilian
Back of my mind wish that I could be chilling
But I'm a man so I'm define by how I'm fulfilling
Take a pause I need to find my rhythm
Chainsmoker Mafia get smoked like a chillum
I ain't no killer but I roll with hitters
Don't condone violence but we all packing pistols
Try to empathize cause we all have our issues
Dirty deeds get justified when the rent due
Sipping lean make it easy to act like I don't miss you
Money on my mind but I can't seem to forget you
In my Dm saying I miss you
Told her imma be awhile got something to tend too
If I never expressed my gratitude I meant too
Said you was looking for someone willing to sacrifice when beneficial
Well baby I intend too
Smoking on what tastes like a grapefruit
Thinking on the pain that I gave you
No window but I seen through and stained you
Was willing to risk it all to gain you
Now give a f*ck how you feeling, In a rush to the millions
Got no time to be killing, When you making killing
When you shoot for the fences and dig through the ditches
Your confronted with what you sacrifice for your wishes