Life In A Blink Video (MV)

Dad took his life, I ain't know how to deal
Bottled emotions, I ain't know how to to feel
Momma was stressing, had it way up to here
I never really had the time to heal
Hard to believe but this shit was real
Life had really put a test on our will
Saw my life in a blink and it's giving me chills

Momma a gangster she was trapping them pills
Pawpaw so gangster he was serving them scripts
He the one who taught me keep a tool on my hip
As kids we dreamt of doing cool on a lick
No electric in the summer it was hot as a bitch
Momma used pennies to pay the rent
Why you think it's f*ck you pay me bitch
I don't need love I got my kid
Don't call me gang, I'm not your twin
And I'm not the type to hop on trends
Only got brothers, these not my friends
Started from the bottom, we going all in
Tryna reach the top before it all ends
Before I ever stop, I'd do it all again
Spent 12 on a box then made about 10
Reup with the plug and I spent about 6
Bitch watch your mouth, don't speak on my name
I'm not for the clout, don't want any fame
Wanna make sure the family straight
I just wanna make our lifestyle change
Who the f*ck would I be if I spent it on chains
Put a diamond on my girl cause she worthy of my name
Getting married by the water, drinking champagne
Maybe it'll make up for all of the pain
All of the days I sat in the rain
Asking for help but begging for space
Smoking exotic until I'm in a daze
Honestly do it cause it help with the rage
A lot of these artists just copy and paste
Amongst mere mortals, only gods can create
Playing for keeps, got the keys to the gate
Dearly departed I'm resting my case