The Living Video (MV)

What is this living in between
My shoulders
What kind of creature are you
Sweet thing

My breath catches at three
Is it your ghost or the in between?
Your swords hold my skin to bone
Who would I be if I let go?
This hurt, this heavy stone
Keeps me from being alone

And if I scream
Do you feel this
Do you feel this
Do you feel anything

And if I scream
Do you hear this
Do you hear this
Do you hear anything

Heavy, I feel so heavy
I can't escape you, I don't forgive you
What is this kind of hurt
You couldn't ever be
Who you said you would be
What if who I miss doesn't even really exist

Heavy, I feel so heavy
I can't escape you, I don't forgive you
What is this kind of hurt
You couldn't ever be
Who you said you would be
What if who I miss didn't ever really even exist
Didn't ever really even exist