ken xox - Haunted Lyrics

Please don't ask me how I am
Just forget me all together
We say we tried our best but
There is no denying that whatever we had is now severed

When did my bruises start to bleed
I still get chills when I feel you all over me
And I'd rather die than have to
Think of you for the rest of my life

What were we ever fighting for
I want to hate you but it's hard
Wish I knew better back in August
Had it then I lost it
If we're being honest
I couldn't have stopped it
I loved you and I promised
While you're doing fine but you left me haunted

You never even told your friends
If you love someone is that something you just forget
I'd rather cry than have to lose myself further down the line

What were we ever fighting for
I want to hate you but it's hard
Wish I knew better back in august
Had it then I lost it
If we're being honest
I couldn't have stopped it
I loved you and I promised
While you're doing fine but you left me haunted

I just can't shake the truth
That even after everything I tried to be for you
You couldn't love me in a crowded room
And I can't keep coming to all your defenses
It's time that you get out of my head

What were we ever fighting for?
I want to hate you but it's hard
Wish I knew better back in august
That night you lost it
If we're being honest
Wish I could've stopped it
I loved you and I promised
While you're doing fine I hope you know I'm haunted