Kenaii - This Is Only the Beginning Lyrics

The life was going wrong every time, ma
I was so numb in the past, ma
Never told shit about that, ma
Never asked help for my bad mind

I just was in search of so much love
I just wanted every night a f* call
I was every day afraid to fall down
Fall down without end in the drugs, ma

Who the f*ck though i was about to die, uh
God just told me im not dead
God just told me to not be afraid
Momma told me love yourself

I was afraid to lost my f*cking life, uh
But look now at me, im just right here
I need to go out and lost myself
Drinkin alcohol and f* some girls

Nobody will stop me, im on fire now
Rage in mind with all my friends
Smoking dope n' going ahead
Because i want n' it doesnt care

I dont give a f*ck if you talk shit of me again
Cuz i never was your f*cking friend
Now they call me saying im on the top
When i never started walking yet

This only the beginning, wow
Look how great is the life now
City lights shining on me, how
Why god loves me now

How the f*ck
How the f*ck
How the f*ck you love me now
Oh my god
Oh my god
8 girls on me around