Proud Video (MV)

Yeah I know I write my songs about bitches and toting sticks
But honestly none of that really matter to me
I'm just tryna make my family proud
That's really all I gotta say
Ain't nothin much to it, so I'm gonna, I'm gonna leave this here

Told my momma Ima make her proud
I'm getting closer there
Dad I know you hear my sounds
My screams and tears my fear
Told my grandma Ima make it out and Ima take you with me
Buy yourself a brand new house
Thanks for your care for me
I know I made mistakes that made you worry
I tried to be alone from everybody
Afraid of growing up I pushed you all away
But now it's time for me to prove that I'll be great

Sometimes I wanna apologize
All my mistakes always felt so right
Leaving the fake friends all behind
You do not, you do not, you do not, you do not need to come do me right oh uh
Aye, writing my feelings
Living minimum wage
School got me tripping
Looking for different ways
I'm chasing big dreams
Another long day
Tryna make you proud, ooh
Momma you can smile I've been feeling better now
Can you hear my sounds, still
Dad you see my text, better days gon come in bounds
Aye, cup of noodles
Cheap but I guess that's alright
I can't lie sometimes I really wanna end my life
Lost my friends I was attached to partying all night
I do not, I do not, I do not, I do not need to go back to that

Told my momma Ima make her proud
I'm getting closer there
Dad I know you hear my sounds
My screams and tears my fear
Told my grandma Ima make it out and Ima take you with me
Buy yourself a brand new house
Thanks for your care for me
I know I made mistakes that made you worry
I tried to be alone from everybody
Afraid of growing up I pushed you all away
But now it's time for me to prove that I'll be great

I met some new friends, music, coworkers from Mountain Mikes
Showed me that there was more potential to our lives
Papa, taught me who to trust in every night
Thank you to Jaoqin help me make my decisions right
I know that I changed but I promise I'm the same
I just learned to deal differently with all the pain
Love messed up my brain distract me from all my dreams
Looking at the mirror promise Kendrick is the same
Ooh ooh promise Ima make you proud
Ooh ooh promise Ima make you proud

Told my momma Ima make her proud
I'm getting closer there
Dad I know you hear my sounds
My screams and tears my fear
Told my grandma Ima make it out and Ima take you with me
Buy yourself a brand new house
Thanks for your care for me
I know I made mistakes that made you worry
I tried to be alone from everybody
Afraid of growing up I pushed you all away
But now it's time for me to prove that I'll be great