Kenetic - Faild Lyrics

I feel like I failed, like i let u down
I just can't connect, can't connect to u
Wish I felt your love, felt your love again
But i put my shame in the front again

I let my urges get in the way
Feeling so worthless, that i haven't prayed
Would you even hear a word that i say
Weeping all night, wait for a day
Light of my life, use to be grey
I know that you will make me a way
My path is crooked, you making it straight
Praying that evil won't lead me astray
Blinded by my issues
Looking for relief
I cannot continue, in non-belief
Seeking forgiveness
I know I'm not worthy
This is my prayer aye
I hope that you heard me
Hope that you heard me cuz

I feel like I failed, like i let u down
I just can't connect, can't connect to u
Wish I felt your love, felt your love again
But i put my shame in the front again

I haven't heard your voice in a minute
Or maybe I have and I didn't listen
Hard to believe, that I been forgiven
Maybe that's why I been feeling so distant
Maybe that's why I been sinning so much
Maybe that's why I feel like giving up
Packing my bags, moving away
Part of the reason is I feel afraid
I feel afraid, you'll tell me depart
I never knew you, it's breaking my heart
To think that I might not see heaven with you
Believing a lie, not seeing the truth
I know you love me, I know you forgive
I know your mercy can cover my sins
I know your grace endures forever
But I felt the urge to write you this letter cuz

I feel like I failed, like i let u down
I just can't connect, can't connect to u
Wish I felt your love, felt your love again
But i put my shame in the front again