Lost Video (MV)

You feeling sick inside, depression got you getting high
Introverted so you hide every single tear you cry
Pain, frustration, so its lean & medication
Another bottle down same night different location
Xannys and doin lines more times than you can count
Only time you turning down is when you pass out on the couch
I see your addiction to pornography
That release could never fill that void inside you honestly
Those women that you use to fill your needs
Are bonded to your soul, bro be careful where you spill your seeds
I'm not judging this use to be me
I tell you in hopes you'll be free
Escape from that mental prison
You deserve better than what you're living
I know you may be feeling lost
But your life is worth dying for & Jesus paid the cost

I once was lost, but you found me
And now I'm free, I'm free
I once was lost, but you found me
And now I'm free, i'm free

I know you're broken, wishing somebody loved you
Or you wish that person had never touched you
Or you struggle with your identity
Living life as the person that you pretend to be
Never really know that you matter
You give your heart to others and have it shattered
But if everyone neglects you
Even if we never met just know I love & accept you
For those nights that you have cried
Wishing you committed suicide
Just know that it is all a lie
I hope this helps heal the pain inside
I can't promise it'll be easy
But know that there is pain in grieving.
I know you may be feeling lost
You deserve to be loved, Jesus gave it at the cross

I once was lost, but you found me
And now I'm free, I'm free
I once was lost, but you found me
And now I'm free, i'm free

All my life I have felt forgotten and abandoned
Smiling faces felt like masks & painted canvas
Judged by the ones I thought I could trust the most
Hated by who I didn't trust, my enemies were close
Close, something like brothers
I was a stone to the world, a soft heart undercover
Tears fell like rain, i would bloom in the darkness
Emotions ruined, one too many times broken heartless
Honest, a promise it seems i couldn't accomplish
Bottles piled up high, like weights on my conscious
Reflections of broken glass became shattered hopes
Couldn't keep my eyes set on what mattered most
Until you found me, the light broke through surrounds me
I could never fathom how much you love me it confounds me
Lost, you found me , then saved me
A soul wrapped in chains, but i've bet made free