Kennon Penn - Symphony Lyrics

We don't smoke for flavors
We smoke to get high. high. high, high, high
Girl, if I wrote you a symphony
Would that make you wanna be with me more
Would that make you wanna abandon everything
And walk out that door
I had an epiphany
Hard to express
So I wrote you a symphony
Had a list of several things
You said I wished that you had said to me
I apologize in advance
Because I know how you feel about love letters
I've tried in the past to be open
About how I feel with others
Writing has screwed my head back on
And what enables me to put all these racing thoughts together
I see you as an angel with a halo
This isn't the final reach of narcissistic behavior
My special kind of savior
Hope this lasts forever (Mm)
So sweet, became my favorite flavor
You're one I'd like to savor
And make this last
But I'm gon' have to ask this one lil favor
Is when all these thoughts and emotions come over
Don't judge me for not knowing what else to do
Other than to put it down on paper
You've been asking and I've been thinking
About what I already wrote about you
But I promise it's all love songs
Unlike up and coming unreleased
That I'm about to
This the only way I've learned so far
For me to communicate in a healthy way
Appreciate patience thus far
Time I communicate in a consistent way
Can't just let you hang
Let your mind take control
And assume the same way that mine does
Be sure about both our feelings
No maybe, or maybe not, or kind of
I want you to get to know
And understand every side of me
So we don't have to walk on broken fine china
Girl, if I wrote you a symphony
Would that make you wanna be with me more
Would that make you wanna abandon everything
And walk out that door
I had an epiphany
Hard to express
So I wrote you a symphony
Had a list of several things
You said that you'd wished that you had said to me
Being told, months over and over
That you wished I would've loved you more
Like you were loved before
Keep going over and over
If that's the rapport
What the f*ck do you want an engagement ring for
We ain't have no decor upon these walls since we moved in here, babe
Just the signing contract goals on paper
4x5, 11, 5x8
So much music room in your face
Sorry
Know that just talking about it drives you crazy
It's crazy you sit by unsupportive when I found my place
Insecure about my music
Don't want me to get paid
Cause that would take your control away
My feelings don't read the same today
As they did yesterday
I have about a thousand memories in my head with you
I could put on replay
Each day a staycation with you
Think I hit the sweepstakes
Is this something you're gonna fall through with
Is it just entertaining
This is something I've been through before
I don't mean to sound like I'm complaining
I'm just saying
I can read your defensive patterns
You're hesitating
Think we need a break
But you don't got no trust in me
Maybe just a little space
Know nobody else is f*cking me