I don't even wanna convince myself
That life is real
I wanna hide behind every single shadow
I changed moods every minute don't know how I feel
I wanna go on my skateboard and try to deal with it
I just need an iced caramel macchiato
Sitting in my bed
Tryna find a purpose to exist
I don't got voices in my head
Tryna find a normal piece of me
Watching the sunset
Full of emotions
The orange and the blue and the pink and the yellow
Ooh
I don't even wanna convince myself
That life is real
I wanna hide behind every single shadow
I changed moods every minute don't know how I feel
I wanna go on my skateboard and try to deal with it
I just need an iced caramel macchiato
Writing these song
That I know will never get heard
Procrastinating for way too long
I'm always getting hurt
I wanna sit on my roof
And get an alert
To not jump
Even though that's not my intentions
I don't even wanna convince myself
That life is real
I wanna hide behind every single shadow
I changed moods every minute don't know how i feel
I wanna go on my skateboard and try to deal with it
I just need an iced caramel macchiato