4am Video (MV)

I feel nauseous
Karma's a bitch
So much to process
And I just feel kinda sick
I've got nothing left to say
I already spilled my brain
In a 4 am text that I erased
Right away
Just thinking of the two of you
In my house on my couch
Didn't say a word to me
Cause you knew I'd freak out
And I know that I can't act like I saint
But honestly it doesn't feel so great
This is pointless
When will we quit
Why do we do this
Spinning in the cycle of each others orbit
I don't like who we've become
Where did this all come from
We've been acting so dumb
Feeling so numb
Just thinking of the two of you
In my house on my couch
Didn't say a word to me
Cause you knew I'd freak out
And I know that I can't act like I saint
But honestly it doesn't feel so great
It doesn't feel so great
And now its 4 am and I'm still awake
Gritting my teeth
I just wanna fall asleep
And I know in the past I've made you feel this way
Melodramatic uncomfortable
Please stay please stay
I just got you back
Don't wanna go away
But I can't look at you
With the thought in my brain
Of the two of you
In my house on my couch
You knew I'd freak out
I know I can't act like I'm a saint
But honestly it does't feel so great