Kerwin Clemens - Fighting With Demons Lyrics

Believe me
I'm stuck on the ceiling
Been feeling so lifeless
But my heart keeps on beating
Let go of my demons
They follow where I go
And this is all I know
I walk on a tight rope
And she left me scarred
Hole in my heart
I walk in the dark
I got this pain
With nothing to gain
I'm so tore apart
Now they watch me like a movie
I can't let you move me
Had to change my ways
So don't you ever say you knew me yeah

Lil motherf*cker from the east side
Got my dogs trippin off the green guys
Whole lot of red and the green pints
I feel I'm all alone
I did it on my own
Baby I'm far from home
No no no
Yeah
I been on five Star lately
Ker off the perc go brazy
Kurt with the pain Cobain me
All of this hurt done made me
I been from state to state to state
Baby I made the way
Serving
I made made mistakes to aid the plague
Nothin replace that dirty

I'm killing shit for real
F*cking this bitch for real
This drank gonna kill me for real
Cause all my dogs sip for real
Yuh yuh
Baby shit way too real
She ain't never pop no pill
I ain't come from no hills
You a dummy we don't pop no seal
You a dummy we don't got no deal
All of that pain won't heal
Doggie gone grip that steel

Believe me
I'm stuck on the ceiling
I been anemic
And rose like a phoenix
I feel defeated
Fighting with demons
They follow where I go
This is all I know and
This is not my home
Ride off
And I drive hot
With the fire on me
Mind off
All that I lost
With the time on it

Yeah yeah
Relapse of that Xanax
Relapse on that hi tech
Still plottin on the plan next
I been trippin on a bad bitch
Baby I been feeling half ass
Feeling bad bad not good
I told myself that I wouldn't smoke no more
Now im rolling up a backwood
I been banging in the real hood
I grab pills and you know how it go
I ship that pack to my bro
All this money make me feel good

Believe me
Don't know what I'm feeling
I been getting high too much
Way past the ceiling
I feel defeated
Fighting with demons
They follow where I go
This is all I know