Keyz - Disbelief Lyrics

You know this whole rap game was bleeding
So I went and stitched it even
You know they disbelieving
All my work Not self conceited
And you know that I'm believing in myself
Fighting all my demons with no help
Excruciating pain can you tell
Traumatized victim wasn't good for my health
Unstable mind real what good is all the wealth
When all that really matters are things that you've held
Disbelief
You know I'm failing on some things but I'm swell
Falling back on things with a means to prevail
Gambling your life, yes a fiend chooses tails
Tryna get your money back well that ship has sailed
You know they talking straight cause they wanna survive
But you know I'm talking straight, I ain't afraid to die
This ain't no game, with no pause, and no means to revive
You only living once, live it peacefully and do decide
Understand you only living once, could never be twice
If a certain way ain't working then give others a try
If you really think it's worth it then your willing to die
If you know that you are certain put your money on the line
If you know that you can't take it, be a man and don't go hide
Instead of being that coward that just relies on his pride
Type of man to speak, see no action, filled w lies
Flexing all that money, don't prove nothing, never wise
Gift my mom a mansion, with some diamonds hid inside
Also a big purchase of a Benz on the side
Ain't talking for myself, my mama need a ride
All she sacrificed for us, mama here's my surprise
Growing up, all they said was I lived in the trash
Held it to the limit, followed through and picked up my scraps
Now I doubled back, making tracks as they stack telling everyone I will not stop till I collapse
You know this whole rap game was bleeding
So I went and stitched it even
You know they disbelieving
All my work Not self conceited
And you know that I'm believing in myself
Fighting all my demons with no help
Excruciating pain can you tell
Traumatized victim wasn't good for my health
Unstable mind real what good is all the wealth
When all that really matters are things that you've held
Disbelief
Taking the whole game, this a process which I've scanned
Writing all this music while u outside running fast
Last time I went fast you know I wound up in a crash
Tilting to the right, to the left I'm hitting gas
Acceleration going while my speed is hitting max
You rapping for the fame but I'm rapping to relax
Losing my own head when the doctor gave me tabs
Through em in the bin, when they told me that I can't
If I did continue I think death was on my hands
Pushing to the floor when all I wanted was to stand
Rushing to pass go, didn't realize what I passed
My mind full of music, empty heart but I could rap
Ain't feeling super cocky, or a need to mention traps
No reason to go rap about people that getting clapped
Only gonna rap about the feelings that I have
Time to let it all out after years of being crammed
You know this whole rap game was bleeding
So I went and stitched it even
You know they disbelieving
All my work Not self conceited
And you know that I'm believing in myself
Fighting all my demons with no help
Excruciating pain can you tell
Traumatized victim wasn't good for my health
Unstable mind real what good is all the wealth
When all that really matters are things that you've held
Disbelief