KHANH - I'm Never Loved Lyrics

I'm always in my bubble for 17 years
Been a classroom clown, always have good jokes
My friends would stick around, they loved to hang out with me
But I was so busy to think the stuff that made them pleased
Until puberty hits, I felt so lost
I hated everyone, I just wanted to be alone
My friends thought I was trying hard to act that I am cool
So they left me all alone until I felt that I'm their tool

I just want to be loved like everybody else
But people will find someone who's better than myself
Why do we always try so hard to feel that I'm enough
While hope is hard to find so I guess I'm never loved

I lost my funny side during high school year
Could not talk at all, people thought that I was weird
Thank god I had my cousin who was always there with me
When high school was a b, she helped me through it easily
Until oh my god, she found a new friend
They got along so fast, it was so scary
I thought she only told me all the secrets that she had
But now she only tells her friend whenever she is feeling sad

I just want to be loved like everybody else
But people will find someone who's better than myself
Why do we always try so hard to feel that I'm enough
While hope is hard to find so I guess I'm never loved

I used to miss my brother all the time
Used to cry alone whenever I'm home
Even though I changed a lot when I grew up a little bit
But my brother never cares, he never told me how to fit
I'm in college now and I met a girl
She's older than me but she's so carefree
I've learned so much from her and she gave me a glimpse of hope
But it's not so hard to find so I guess I will be loved

I just want to be loved like everybody else
But people will find someone who's better than myself
Why do I always try so hard to feel that I'm enough
While hope is hard to find so I guess I'm never loved

I'm never loved
I will be loved
I wanna be loved
I just don't want to be replaced by someone better

Constantly feel like I'm nobody
Like I am a book at a house party
As I sink to the state of sadness or anxiety

She always counts on me so I feel like I'm somebody