Kharmur - /stickout_ (feat. lila) Lyrics

Livin' in a trap-scheme, fears combined
My visions get a bit too crazed at night
See through this world with just one eye
Don't need your help, I swear I'm fine

Sittin' in the dark, it's keepin' me low
The paradox of time that's hauntin' below
This sinister equation leads to a row
But you know that the row gets tumour on your bone?

Beasts keep lurking in my ways
Escapin' this real fright-maze
Stillborn presented old guideline
You won't see a thing since you're so blind eyed

You're judging me for livin' in my selfmade bloom
But you're the one who never really left their room
Calm down my mate, it's a metaphor for fate
It's my anesthetic world to cope with pain in my vein

Okay, okay, watch me probate
I'm a waste 'cause I won't obey
Call me a prick or a sick f*ckin' rebel
But I won't take the role to become servant to the devil

Maybe it's a blessing and maybe it's a curse
They would do like anything to get me in the hearse
This system's a poison, you drink it by the litre
But you know I would rather die than pressin' on the trigger

Too many pieces to gather to piece things together
Scientific liars and religious scandals
You make a mistake by calling me insane
You're a little bit gray with some limited ways

This be a takeover, destructive by honor
As an outsider, uncontrolled mind power
On a chessboard, you ain't the only one playing by chess rules
So get cool before proceeding to call me a damn fool

You're talking about my past life? You're damn right!
A friend tried overdosing on pills just last night
Let me ask, who do you blame? As you struggle in vain
I ain't with nature, I AM nature, I'm falling in rain

Smiling with pride as you commit sins
Never had a concept of common sense
On the system, you're a sticker, you couldn't get any sicker
You never even left a comment since, boy

(well that's kinda awkward to be honest with you)