Melancholy Video (MV)

Lately I've been lost up in myself
Don't need company don't need no help
Pain keeps growing hopin it will end
I can't go back and forth I won't pretend
I'll hold you down if you down for me
I hate that I've been friends with Anxiety
Depression got me losing a part of me
I close my eyes and open just to see
You don't understand pain
There's no peace in my brain
I'm just looking for change I'll be it
I'll get better with time believe it
I've been losing my mind
Living on hell on sight the realest
When I throw shots everybody gon feel it
Can't wait til I say I did it
I been drowning my sorrows in downers
So I hit the blunt just to balance it out
I've been feeling so numb
I avoid my emotions like dodging encounters
I been losing myself by the hour Different entities darker energies
I'm just submerged in this lyrical tower
I do what I gotta do
I have been losing myself in the moment
Jokes aside I've been feeling the coldest
Ricochet your love off of mine
What I gotta do to get you off my mind
Spending these nights in the Stu Having conversations with myself in the booth
(Oh yeah)
I don't be fronting
I just be hiding what I am feeling (Yeah ouuu)
Yeah I live in the dark times
No love where my heart wants to side
You got your peace in the darkside
I found my peace where my heart died
Too late I'm out with my hands tied
No going back to a fake life
You too far fetched
I ain't catching that drama I'm squeezing emotions that sour remedy about her
Caught her slippin' that's something about her
No excuses you causes yourself so much pain
You should breathe and just forget about her
Through my words I can touch you like Braille
I'm just happy that all of these patterns arrived when they did cos I'm never gon' fail
On my momma I'm gonna prevail
Watch me prevail