KIAN - Closure Lyrics

First time, I was movin' so slow
Take it down the road, I was losin' my hope
But I don't wanna let go, but I don't wanna let go

I was never there to hold you closer
Maybe why we never got our closure
You thought that it was done and we was over
But I think about you even when I'm sober
Beauty's in the eye of the beholder
But it never really mattered how I told her
Summer night, leanin' on my shoulder
Now for every time I see her she gets colder

Tryna deal with everythin' I felt for you
And music was the only thing that held me through
The memories were remedies for all my pain
Love was now my enemy and all had changed
Reminisce to times when you'd call my name
I keep going back when I should walk away
Never really gave you what you wanted from me
Never really made you what you wanted to be
I was never there, I was lost in my mind
But the music kept playin', it was awfully loud
Never saw you leavin', didn't talk to for a while
Couldn't get you open, you just wanted to hide

You just wanted to hide
Couldn't get you back, you were stuck on the side
You were stuck on the side
Couldn't get you back you were stuck on the side

I was never there to hold you closer
Maybe why we never got our closure
You thought that it was done and we was over
But I think about you even when I'm sober
Beauty's in the eye of the beholder
But it never really mattered how I told her
Summer night, leanin' on my shoulder
Now for every time I see her she gets colder

Don't give me hope
Tryna let you go
Now I'm movin' slow
Don't wanna lose control

Hold me back, I don't wanna go there
If I go back I know you won't care
You said I gave you more than your dreams
But no I realize that it's not what it seems

I was never there to hold you closer
Maybe why we never got our closure
You thought that it was done and we was over
But I think about you even when I'm sober
Beauty's in the eye of the beholder
But it never really mattered how I told her
Summer night, leanin' on my shoulder
Now for every time I see her she gets colder