kid c. - Leon Lyrics

I've been so tired of the ho shit
I might drop out like with college, yeah
I don't want no tears, no emotion, yuh
I just want somebody to acknowledge, ayy
I don't wanna fake all the bullshit
I can barely sleep, f*ck insomnia
I think that I'll quit, I might ghost it
I don't even wanna end up popular, no

Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
Whoa, awake at 2AM, I feel alone (ayy)
No, no, nah, no
No, I don't want sympathy from my foes
If I make a hit, will it blow now?
Take away the reverb and hear my pain (ayy)
I've been going through emotions like the hoes now
Been too sad to get caught up with chasing fame!
(Ayy) What do I want from me? (What do I need?)
I need to change, I'm weak (Sick of how I feel)
I've been caught up, no sleep! (I can barely breathe)
I can't relax, I need- (someone to love me, yuh) (ayy)
Is it real sad if I'm lonely? I'm sick of acting all phoney
You don't wanna care cause you don't know me
You'd rather just listen to all the tracks
Where I'm confident, say "it's the old c"
I might go ahead and just drop the whole name
Change it up and just come up from the low streets

Bring it back, this ain't what they want
Spend a hundred grand and they still want a couple more
They don't understand so don't expect to get their love
They'll only care if you just quit, get killed or overdose, yuh! (yuh)

I've been so tired of the ho shit
I might drop out like with college, yeah
I don't want no tears, no emotion, yuh
I just want somebody to acknowledge, ayy
I don't wanna fake all the bullshit
I can barely sleep, f*ck insomnia
I think that I'll quit, I might ghost it
I don't even wanna end up popular, no

I might go and start a f*cking revolution
I won't call it quits until I hear the shootin'
I think that I'm gonna catch a bullet soon, yuh
I don't really want to but I might just lose it
I've been thinking crazy thoughts (I might go, I might go)
Know my output's lazy, yuh (I might go, I might go)
I'ma feed you in a month (I might go, I might go)
I don't think life's easy, no (I might go, I might go)
Yeah, I'ma just eat with my money, no Uber
I'ma just kill every beats, I'm no loser
I'ma just pray I defeat all the crooners
I'ma just stay on top of the tunes, yuh
I swear I don't care, Joshy, my girl'll be flames, hotty
I'ma skrrt past the lames, Noddy, every beat that I play, bodied
I'm on my braggy shit now, I'm feeling happy, I need to sit down
I'm busy splashing all that I've got now
Fetch me the money and Cady, sit down
Wow, wow, wow, I don't want shit no more
I've been alone 21 years and I do not want to be no more

Bring it back, this ain't what they want
Spend a hundred grand and they still want a couple more
They don't understand so don't expect to get their love
They'll only care if you just quit, get killed or overdose

I've been so tired of the ho shit
I might drop out like with college, yeah
I don't want no tears, no emotion, yuh
I just want somebody to acknowledge, ayy
I don't wanna fake all the bullshit
I can barely sleep, f*ck insomnia
I think that I'll quit, I might ghost it
I don't even wanna end up popular, no