Wake up no more dreams
Nothing is as it seems
Waking up waking up wipe your face
Brush your teeth dry your tears hide your fears
Never knew that life could get extremely deep
Troubled suicidal thoughts won't let me sleep
Been the black sheep always rooted out from my own family tree
So I took shelter with some kids that I knew from around the corner
Never looking back but struggle moving forwards
Now I'm in a corner sorrows around my collar
What if life was different if I knew my father
Dollar bills head hunting sending chills down my spine
Demons chasing standing still
I'm the product of my mothers lost dreams
Saw my first dead body thirteen
Niggas turned away from my selfish screams
Been a disappointment lost my self esteem
Wake up no more dreams
Nothing is as it seems
Better days better days looking up
Deep breath where's your smile toughen up
Life's a bitch Ion care must have missed her
Keep my head high for all my little sisters
All my little niggas in the dog pound
This is for the kids that couldn't make it around
Birthdays graduations barbecues
Play outside wear the same tennis shoes
After school take the bus say goodbye
Looking back my childhood flew by
Never though connections could get cut off
Lose a friend lost a brother brush it off
I had dreams that I could take it to the top
Now I'm living slaving working around the clock
Started sinning when I was about Eleven
If I die now I won't get to heaven