Heavy Conscience Video (MV)

These shoulders is not for you to sniffle on
I'm in the back ground listening to whispered songs
I Shoot the gun I'm gone didn't make it to 21
Ceilings always over me never had a star to wish upon
Bad Karma my dreams haunt my living being
My mommy called me said it's good to see that I'm still breathing
And when I die don't wanna see a single person grieving
Y'all had y'all headphones in while I was on the floor screaming
Screaming for help Looking for help
The pain I felt Is the pain I dealt
And I wanna survive but I'm buried alive
It's hard to redefine what it means to be alive
No one told me different So I guess I'm different
I Lost a couple friends Cut off my lose ends
This endless marathon could never move on
I was always the kid that y'all chose to prey upon
Y'all listening? y'all finally listening?
Y'all was always listening but don't act y'all some witnesses
Y'all caught up with ya self induced trauma it's not interesting
I'm caught up with the voices in my head always whispering
Take a leap of faith Dre the cliff ain't that steep
I Ain't kill myself yet cuz I know my momma would weep
She's got another son now so what you really waiting for
Don't wanna put that on my momma she lost a son before
Screaming for help Looking for help
The pain I felt Is the pain I dealt
And I wanna survive but I'm buried alive
It's hard to redefine what it means to be alive
No one told me different So I guess I'm different
I Lost a couple friends Cut off my lose ends
Could never move on this endless marathon
I was always the kid that y'all chose to prey upon