Been inside a dream don't wake me
I've been on getting lost on this road, where it take me?
I don't think I'm really gonna like what I may see
Losing track of time, I don't know what the day be
Always something wrong, I don't really wanna give it up
All these issues on the side try to interrupt
Plus I'm always feeling like I'm walking on a tight rope, slight hope
Looking to the sky, I don't think I got the right scope
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
Tell me why I feel like I'm letting you down
Hope you know I wanna fix it need the medicine now
Yeah my life's a roller coaster and a merry-go-round
And I got this cloud pouring down, I bet I will drown
All these demons coming in, tryna get in my mind
I don't know if I'm up next, or at the end of the line
Am I going on the rise or on a steady decline
And I wish I had an answer, someone send me a sign
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
It's hard moving forward, I don't know who to trust
And I can't find the words like my throat has been crushed
Everyday I feel the same but I hope to adjust
Cause I'm thinking any minute I'll Implode and combust
I been tryna shake this cloud but it's following me
I don't wanna keep on running, I just wanna be free
But the sun is going down it's getting harder to see
With all the issues right infront of me like fallen debris
I been tryna do what's right but the opposite come
I been let down so much that it's gotten me numb
And I wish that things were different I don't wanna succumb
But the pressures too much I need a bottle of rum
Now there's people all around me and they pray that I fall
And they say that they're my friend til I break down and crawl
And there ain't no one to trust so I place up this wall
Yea I wish someone would get it but there ain't none to call
I don't wanna stand alone
Cause sometimes, sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal