Kid Lightning - Blue Lyrics

Like a deadbeat in a car seat
With nothing better to do
We took a heartbeat to the bedsheets
I guess we never really thought that through

It was soothing, it was confusing
It was everything we wanted to do
Back when you bruised me, we were losing
You're never losing, til you do

Back when you knew me,
Could see through me
And when I would try and hide from you
You would ask me
I'd say don't hold your breath
And then you held it til your face turned blue

We were golden, we were molten
The shit that we thought we could do
But we were useless, we were stupid
And I guess that that's still true
Is that still true?

Things are different now

Your smile is different, and your scent is
Something I don't recognize anymore
And your friends all think you're so tough
But that's just a disguise you put on for
Some kind of safety, so they think you hate me
But we all know we're dead and torn
And our apartments different, cause it's not lived in
By the destructive force we were
I can hear you from 3 blocks away
And I can taste you in the drugs I take
Wish I could shake you, wish I could hate you
Like I know you do, like I know you do

Like a deadbeat in a car seat
With nothing better to do
We took a heartbeat to the bedsheets
I guess we never really thought that through
Is that still true?
Things are different now.