I'm tryna figure what this is all about
I'm tryna figure how to make it count
Listen, I'm just trying to find the meaning
And find something to believe in
I'm tryna figure what this is all about
I'm tryna figure how to make it count
I'm just trying to find the meaning
And find something to believe in
You'd think I had the mind stone, how I display my vision
Tesla, Einstein combined, how I showoff the wisdom
Tryna better my present position
So I learned to calculate the future cost
To all my current decisions
Had to flip to a new chapter
Eliminating some non-factors
Too many friends, ass backwards
I kept the circle small so the blunt come back faster
At the same time had to better myself
Cause I done lost my mind, I done hurt some people
How could I go and judge another soul about being good
Knowing damn well inside, I still got some evil
Thoughts lethal, why hurt people hurt people
And why these people love continuing to get hurt
And why I give the best advice, but I never take it
And why let anyone determine self worth
I'm tryna figure what this is all about
I'm tryna figure how to make it count
Listen, I'm just trying to find the meaning
And find something to believe in
I'm tryna figure what this is all about
I'm tryna figure how to make it count
I'm just trying to find the meaning
And find something to believe in
Pardon if I'm seeming like I'm all up in my feelings
Seems the best comes out when I'm in need of some healing
Nobody died lately, but why I keep on grieving
I ain't stopped getting high, can't stop scraping the ceiling
Used to be so calm, swear I forgot the feeling
Now I keep it to myself, I ain't been too revealing
Never one to make up shit, but I been concealing
Still searching for that light, while the dark keep creeping
Stuck trying to be that artist that y'all can chill with
And be the man that my wifey and kids can always build with
Pressure steady building, handful from all angles
Searching for answers to lead by example
I know you both young, so it's hard enough to show you
My dad wasn't around, so a dad I wasn't exposed to
Still learning how to approach, mold and coach you
Cause parenthood the scariest hood that I'll ever go through
I'm tryna figure what this is all about
I'm tryna figure how to make it count
Listen, I'm just trying to find the meaning
And find something to believe in
I'm tryna figure what this is all about
I'm tryna figure how to make it count
I'm just trying to find the meaning
And find something to believe in