(I hate that I made a choice to pull you closer, I should not be feeling this way)
Because you lied, you f*cked up everything (you f*cked up everything)
I couldn't leave cause I was f*cking chained
I hate that I made a choice to pull you closer, I should not be feeling this way
I don't wanna feel it, this shit getting deeper, it's making me feel insane
If I end myself right now, what would my letter say?
The voice up in my head, say I'm good, don't f*cking pray
So many times, wasn't thinking clearly, I can't believe"you almost killed me"
I can feel that my time coming, my heart ain't pumping, what the f*ck, yall can't tell I'm weary?
I get lonely uh, can't tell I'm crying, this shit beyond
But they say keep trying, I'm like a zombie, inside I'm dying
You f*cked it up for the both of us, remember days when you wasn't replying, yeah
Uh Shit, nobody knows about the things I went through, didn't know you was really the issue
Several times that I said that I'm you with, but you ended that shit, I don't miss you
I feel relieved, that I'm f*cking free, I couldn't eat, was a disbelief
I couldn't breathe, was crying in my sheets, the lease was over before you left
Now all on me, because you lied, you f*cked up everything
I couldn't leave cause I was f*cking chained
I hate that I made a choice to pull you closer, I should not be feeling this way
I don't wanna feel it, this shit getting deeper, it's making me feel insane
If I end myself right now, what would my letter say?
The voice up in my head, say I'm good, don't f*cking pray