King Chess - Anniversary Lyrics

Ok, happy anniversary, to life
Yea, follow me on this one, Dark Times
Yea, listen, aye, yea

Set a table for two
Kinda strange 'cause I really just made it for you
Why the pain? 'Cause I never did it to you
They call it life, and I'm barely making it through
Started making poems, they turn into songs
Had offers to ghostwrite but that shit is wrong
I started seeing light when that light wasn't on
Now I'm the brightest star when I step in the room
Nowadays the world stage is online
And I been boo'd many times but that don't define
Where I'm at or the heights that I'm planning to climb
'Cause to me the top is just an invisible line
Some say I got potential to make it in here
But I can feel the differential I'm facing my fears
That I'll probably never make it, I'm making it clear
This'll probably the last song that I'm making this year

Yea, yea, roll, ride
I like to just take a second to, appreciate life
Yea, let's just celebrate
Happy anniversary to life
Listen, aye

Family ask why the lyrics or the shift in spirit
How you always got the sound but we don't never hear it
How you never come around but you always near us
How you think you got the crown but you don't even wear it
Listen, I'm struggling through depression
Drinking disorder trying to teach me a lesson
Thinking of all this, is it really a blessing
Reach for the heavens, yet I never received a message
Man I swear to god that I met a angel
Started questioning life and everything that I stand for
I was able to see beauty through the pain
See the truth through the shame
See the views were deranged but I
Yeah, I'll take the blame for this past life
Future gotta change, I wanna stack my path right
No one's gonna do it for me, so I act like
Shit I hope I got my math right, yea

Yea, yea, ok, I appreciate it so far, Dark Times
Listen, yea, toast up to the Dark Times, that's what'll get us through all these good times
I wish I never had a shoulda woulda could time
But that ain't True Times