I need church, true, I got so much pain that's deep inside it hurts
Seems the more I reach I feel it just gets worse
Feel I got no feelings but I feel the curse
Me and my niggas we out here you dig it we doing some dirt
But I can't see myself inside no f*cking hearse
I carried the body I care for nobody it's very disturbed
But lately I feel like everything I do don't work
Late nights man I stayed up crying
I hate to admit that shit but I'd be f*cking lying
Killing that shit man I feel like it's a crime
Relationship with everyone that I know man is slowly dying
Go 'head and take 'em to church
No I can't be there for ya
When I gotta be there for ya
Know I gotta leave don't wanna
I know I'm making shit worse
But I gotta do what I gotta
I gotta put in the work
I gotta put this shit first
Go ahead and take 'em, do the right things for the kids yea
Take 'em to church take 'em to school, show 'em what's real what's real yea
Go 'head and take 'em to church, go 'head and take 'em to church
I gotta do this shit first, I need to do this shit
'Til I retire I am in, the eye of tiger lion when
I sigh and breath fire niacin, I am the most highest of the twins
'Til I'm wired higher than vicodin mixed wit' slight a xan like I'm the man
Hi Amanda can I, just take ya by the hand
Take ya by sand, nothing like I might of planned, but I am not a scam
But my daughters looking at me, looking happy, daddy's got to be
What daddy sadly Couldn't be what daddy had imagined, years ago
I know it's f*cking saddening, it's a tragedy, unraveling in reverse like I am battling
In the search of what actually works I am still establishing hurt
Carried the weight of the world
Carried the weight of my girls
Carried the weight of myself
Now I carry the weight of the
Go 'head and take 'em to church
No I can't be there for ya
When I gotta be there for ya
Know I gotta leave don't wanna
I know I'm making shit worse
But I gotta do what I gotta
I gotta put in the work
I gotta put this shit first
Go ahead and take 'em, do the right things for the kids yea
Take 'em to church take 'em to school, show 'em what's real what's real yea
Go 'head and take 'em to church, go 'head and take 'em to church
I gotta do this shit first, I need to do this shit