Series Sadness Video (MV)

Ayy, Ayy

What's going on with me?
Yeah, what's going on with me?
Shows make me cry myself to sleep
Shows make me feel so damn empty, yeah

What's going on with me?
Yeah, what's going on with me?
Shows make me cry myself to sleep
Shows make me feel so damn empty

Yeah this shit it makes me feel like I'm so f*ckin' weak
But then reminds me that I'm human, got a heartbeat
I really can't make out my feelings to this hard beat
But for some reason I'm down, I'm feeling sorry

Tears runnin' down my face, I wipe 'em with my long sleeve
I fell in love with these characters, were a part of me
Yeah, anger and grief, topics of R&B, I wanna believe
But that's as good as when you f*ckin' dream

It's like I wish I had a bitch to give me f*ckin' kisses
Do good ones even exist, or all these women trippin'?
It got me throwin' a fit, and now I'm f*ckin' simpin'
For the fake characteristics that are only written

Yeah, props to however wrote these stories
'Cause it makin' me feel like my life is boring
Bitter-sweet, better stop, but I'm longing
To get happy then to feel disappointment

I'm disjointed, I gotta stay stable
Half of the time, this shit it makes me ungrateful
F*cks with my mind because I know that I'm thankful
And that ain't no lie, I only do that in April

You see this right here, this what drive me crazy
I can't tell if I'm sad, or lonely, or I'm f*ckin' angry
Yeah I'm going through emotions like a goddamn baby
Will I be going through the motions 'til I'm f*ckin' 80?
I don't know but

What's going on with me?
Yeah, what's going on with me?
Shows make me cry myself to sleep
Shows make me feel so damn empty, yeah

What's going on with me?
Yeah, what's going on with me?
Shows make me cry myself to sleep
Shows make me feel so damn empty

Yeah all this pain in my heart, I hope I feel better
Apprehensive to start a new tear shedder
Because I'll scream in the car, feel my eyes gettin' wetter
Maybe I wouldn't have scars if I done never met her

But if she was mine, I would for sure protect her
Because she's so fine, do what she'd want I'd let her
But only a design, I'm gon have to forget her
I wouldn't need no doll for my emotions letters

Yeah, memories automatic going through my head
I don't even know them but they still feelin' like my friends
It got me hopin' that this show ain't gon never end
It got me mopin', all-time low, watched 'til like 4am

She had the name of a biome, remember what she said
'Cause it's like dragons and tigers, chemistry scare me to death
When she say, "kiss me one more time," it's gonna have me depressed
My mental state gonna decline if I don't give it a rest
I'm like

(Ooh) what's going on with me
What's going on with me
What's going on
What's going on, what's going on, what's going on

What's going on with me?
Yeah, what's going on with me?
Shows make me cry myself to sleep
I'm a man, why do I feel so weak?