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(I recall that summer I met you, I was so focused on the music
I didn't even realize how lonely I was until I started finding for you
And running into you that following weekend and you remembered me, shit I thought it was destiny
And I drove us to that one spot and we talked all night until the sun came up)
The things that I think man I think they might kill me
I need you to feel me
Aw yea
Here goes agenda I'm pushing
Ridiculous things I say for attention
Comparatively not too many could measure they throwing in all of their towels and tissues
Skipping on sleep for some pleasure
Speaking my truth is essential
Not to mention the dementia
You cannot deny man, the boy got potential
Back on my bullshit I hope you can feel me
Speaking on type of females in my city
They got some neat clout bro they think that they big
They turn off their feelings, they go out on weekends
And switching their fits like I do when I spit
They put on black lipstick, they think they the shit
I spoke to the chief and he said that ain't it
I spoke to the chief and he said that ain't it (B*tch)
If you really had to say right now
What's the purpose for you living in this world
And f*ck it better yet could you say you in a place right now
That's gon help you into furthering that goal
Plenty of people I seen without thought they just follow societal trends and result in them
Wishing their mission would come
I just hope that ain't you
And you posting online that you're happy is true
Cuz I'm keeping it cool
At least in the booth
At least in the
(That summer, I remember being super excited every single time you'd reply to my messages
And contemplating which emoji to hit you back with y'kno simp shit really
But I guess I was happy
Or supposedly what my idea of happiness was)
All of the link up and club nights I missed
Could've Been chilling at Mist
Hearing myself I'm aware that I'm it
Tryna prove to the world that I f*cking exist
No one handed me shit, it was painful
Begging niggas to listen never again bro
I realize on the come up a lot of people ungrateful
I know artists that don't have to pay a cent to record but they still ain't drop cuz they wasteful
Really hoping Father Time relays the fable
Of a young king
Tryna run a label
With a lot on his plate and his table
Still ended up falling in love with an angel
But this girl was distasteful
And that's just how the game goes
You belong to some else
I wish you well
And I'm wishing that your man get out of jail
Hope you trust in everything that you feel aye
All the bad cards you been dealt
I recall most things you shared
You ain't gotta worry, I would never tell
Way you made me feel
I can't get from no one else
If you ever need to talk you can can always hit my cell
Lil mama lil Niña I love yah
(Frankly I reflect on that summer from time to time and
I just remember not even being excited to get out of school
Emotionally in complete shambles and I guess time really does heal all wounds
Cuz these days I get in the booth and I try to big you up and never speak ill of your name
Mostly because I really need the good Karma
And in a way maybe that defeats the purpose but if so then
So Be It) -King