Why can't I let go
Feeling like I'm dying slow
People telling me what I should do
But honestly what do they know
They own life they control
I know I ain't perfect
This ain't your Scenario
Just give me some room
I need to breathe
F*ck it
Am I happy
Or am I once again I'm hiding things
My body stings
Losing grip on everything I
Telling me I hold on too much
Like what I hold on to doesn't affect everything
Everyone's mistakes and takes
On my life Surrounds me
Waiting for it to drown me
Close my eyes
And forgetting everything Around me
Only way I found peace
Without ending up deceased
Or getting arresting by the police
Or hurting someone close to me
Been too much withholding me
And controlling me
And if I let go and love her
That would mean I'll go back to the old me
The one that needed holding
Always loathing
Always exploding
And you'll Seeing the pressure
Start to choke me
Then you'll see the change
That I'm undergoing
And you all will tell me
That you miss the old me
And your regret will start soak in
And that old friends
Open door will start closing
It's not a test of love
Its a test of strength
Cuz If I let it go
Everything will sink
And everything will be gone before
I can blink
So from now on
I don't Want to hear what you think
Why can't I let go
Feeling like I'm dying slow
People telling me what I should do
But honestly what do they know
They own life they control
I know I ain't perfect
This ain't your Scenario
This is my
Last cry
Cuz I wanna die
And don't know why
Tired of being treat like any other guy
Why can't I let go
Feeling like I'm dying slow
People telling me what I should do
But honestly what do they know
They own life they control
I know I ain't perfect
This ain't your Scenario