KingCruz87 - Depression Lyrics

Ashamed to say that I did coke for the first time.
Got my family's attention with the first line.
And even though it's not for me. I'm not a coke head.
I'm been living life code red. Like f*ck it man go ahead.
Ain't tripping you could do you.
I'm just tryna start a buzz on YouTube.
And I know I'm not the kind of guy you used too.
See I ain't tryna lie or confuse you. No I dont wanna loose you.
I'm different than the ones before.
Cuz I ain't playing games nah I ain't keeping score.
I'm excited just for us to see what's in store.
Otherwise Im like what else are we living for. This feeling is so miserable.
Anxiety been getting worse.
Ain't lying sometimes it's feels like I'm cursed.
Like how will they remember me when I'm in the dirt.
Never mind. I don't want to get my feelings hurt.
By how much my life really worth.

Depression got me feeling down.
This isn't for amusement ain't no f*cking clown.
I've wasted time waiting. They ain't came around .
Now I'm fading out! While they screaming loud, but I don't give a f*ck right now.
Depression got me feeling down.
This isn't for amusement ain't no f*cking clown.
I've wasted time waiting. They ain't came around .
Now I'm fading out! While they screaming loud, but I don't give a f*ck right now.

I'm lost trying to live my life.
I only got one. I hope I get it right.
And I can't stop. I'm tired. Middle of the fight.
Walking through the darkness tryna see the light.
It's hard to fall asleep at night.
Sometimes I just need some peace of mind.
Don't want to talk about it baby please I'm fine.
But deep down inside. I feel like I'm dying.
And I can't talk about it. Cuz I don't trust nobody.
Sometimes I just need somebody.
Someone to listen to me. Passing no judgment on me.
Feels so f*cking lonely. And most people f*cking phony.
But this my real life. This is me. This what I feel like.
And I don't want to die. I just wana feel alive.

But Depression got me feeling down.
This isn't for amusement ain't no f*cking clown.
I've wasted time waiting. They ain't came around .
Now I'm fading out! While they screaming loud, but I don't give a f*ck right now.
Depression got me feeling down.
This isn't for amusement ain't no f*cking clown.
I've wasted time waiting. They ain't came around .
Now I'm fading out! While they screaming loud, but I don't give a f*ck right now.
Depression got me feeling down. Got me feeling down .
Depression got me feeling down. Got me feeling down.

Some real shit man when depression got you feeling down.
I hope this kind of music. This type of song
Can reach you.
Take you to a place.
That place where you need to be.
To feel good about yourself.