(Nobody wants you Pack your shit, get the f*ck out of mom's house, load up the U-Haul, and go)
Woke up feeling like "ain't nobody can really touch him"
Got the love and respect, I didn't have to f*ck them
To think, couple years back, no drive to become HIM
Had to take over, yeah you know I pushed the button
I cant believe that shit
Really thought I didn't have the makings to be the shit
Heart badly wounded, I really loved to bleed that shit
I was addicted to the pain, but I knew that I need to quit
(Come on, what is he supposed to do? Just stop moving 10 miles a hour?)
Had to expose myself
That had to the hardest part cuz I really didn't know myself
Crazy how you can be rich and not know your wealth
Feeling bad for my black folks cuz we don't go to help
To this day I'm still healing, its the slowest health
This shit don't happen overnight, glad I know this well
I must see the light because my lovely darkest rose has fell
Only the beginning y'all ain't ready for the coldest hell
Yall know I'm cold as hell
I'll show you what I got like it's show and tell