No Shame (feat. Chernobyl) Video (MV)

I don't wanna die feeling so lonely
I don't wanna die feeling so sorry
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna die feeling so lonely
Opt for the pen, it's again and again
Then I start to pretend that it's regular
Then I just sit in repent and admit it's regret
It's the kin I'm intending to win the respect
They see me clawing, see me scratching, bitch I'm on the ropes
They feeling free requesting dough when I was feeling broke
But where your hand to tag you in when I would need the most
The hoaxing all you folks be showing,
Broken all my hopes
So what be next, cause all the lonesome thoughts be haunting
All the trauma, All the drama y'all be causing get exhausting
I be lost recalling smaller shit that gets me off the rocker
All regards you flaunted off, are surely winning all the Oscars
And maybe I ain't scared of death itself
But solitude and death just f*ckin' with my mental health
Together, test the riches deep inside your central wealth
This solitary shit a game with all the cards I'm ever dealt
I can't play it no more
I be praying for growth and I just be singing my song
I'm not alone, just lonely thoughts and lost hope
Dressing for my funeral, stressing about the hoes
Wearing exotic shoes, skanky hoes, this my show
Momma said she here for me, can you hear me, I'm alone
Yet, my mind on money, wondering
Sipping straight vodka not worrying
Sorry, this impatient shit, nobody's patient
Taking drugs, medication
Suffocating, brain hallucinating
Praying to my demons to forgive my past
I'm a sinner, right
Leaving Earth pretty fast
Last feelings were off the tabs
Sad she's gone
Her aroma follows even though we're done
Fell in love young, now she ain't trusting
I got a stash of love, but you know these hoes just be lusting
No forever love, just forever drugs, waiting for the peace to come
I don't wanna die feeling so lonely
I don't wanna die feeling so sorry
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna
I don't wanna die feeling so lonely