Kiri Gerbs - i'll hate you Lyrics

Now I'll hate you, cause I can't say goodbye
Now I'll hate you, but my eyes'll dry
Now I'm stuck feeling hopeless
I can't keep my focus
I'm trying, I'm trying, but I
Now I'll hate you, but I hope you're right
I knew the first time
You were the person
You got a hold on my soul
You told the first lie
I told the last lie "I'm fine"
Was never the time, yeah
Losing my mind, I
Need an escape from the cold
Thought it'd last like
I was your Clyde
Guess we died
Since you wore the crop top
All your problems
Said you're hoping maybe I could solve them
Said you're crying at the thought of all this
Now I'm crying at the thought of us
Now I'll hate you, it's true
I've gotta just so I can sleep
I hate you, it's true, I do
Now I'll hate you, cause I can't say goodbye
Now I'll hate you, but my eyes'll dry
Now I'm stuck feeling hopeless
I can't keep my focus
I'm trying, I'm trying, but I
Now I'll hate you, but I hope you're right