Refuse to believe you don't want me
It saves me, but it kills me inside
Cuz hope is deadly when the situation's hopeless
But I've accepted denial
It's f***** up, but you're my motivation
We'll grow up and then you'll see what you're missing
You'll come home and then you'll look at me
The way you used to, the way I want you
I killed myself for you, you killed yourself for me
Now that we realize what went wrong
Can we move on happily
Your negativity, my codependency
Now that we realize what went wrong
Can we move on happily
Refuse to believe that this new guy you found
Is better than me, is more than a fling
But the possibility that he's your new everything
Is haunting my dreams, why isn't it me
It's f***** up but you're my motivation
We'll grow up and then you'll see what you're missing
You'll come home, and then you'll look at me
The way you used to, the way I want you
I killed myself for you, you killed yourself for me
Now that we realize what went wrong
Can we move on happily
Your negativity, my codependency
Now that we realize what went wrong
Can we move on happily
I gotta figure out all my s*** first
And hopefully you're doing the same
Once we've had our time to recover
I wanna try this with you again
It's f***** up but you're my motivation
We'll grow up and then you'll see what you're missing
You'll come home, and then you'll look at me
The way you used to, the way I want you
I killed myself for you, you killed yourself for me
Now that we realize what went wrong
Can we move on happily
Your negativity, my codependency
Now that we realize what went wrong
Can we move on happily
Refuse to believe you don't want me
It saves me, but it kills me inside