Do you miss my backseat driving and talking through your favourite movies
Two summers of you just surviving
Like you meant nothing to me
But I wanted reckless abandon
Big blue seas and bigger canyons
You didn't have a leg to stand on but you stayed anyway
But you made me feel small waiting for you to call
When I picked up we said nothing at all
So I leave the party but I'm not going home alone
It's not that easy showing up here with somebody new
Just another something I never thought I'd have to do without you
Throwback to my house I was holding back tears
Clinging to a year old love letter
Guess I thought I would keep you through the years
And I know I know it was stupid and I was blind
But I can't live with the thought of me leaving you behind
But you made me feel small waiting for you to call
When I picked up we said nothing at all
So I leave the party but I'm not going home alone
It's not that easy showing up here with somebody new
Just another something I never thought I'd have to do without you
But then I had a breakthrough
I'd rather lose a fight to him than have an honest night with you
But then I had a breakthrough
It was you it was you it was always you
It's not that easy showing up here with somebody new
Just another something I never thought I'd have to do without you
Without you without you