Dark skies so it's the only time I have to think
Try all I want but the boat'll still sink
Are you the anchor that'll hold me down
Empty heart can I find what's never found
In the past I thought I found my treasure
But emotions are a game only used for her pleasure
Wake me from my sleep I think that I'm cursed
Been lost, but I'm not the first
Lonely walks up and down the street
Strayed from the path cause I'm not a sheep
Did things - without a rhyme or reason
Now I'm askin why I'm being sentenced to treason
I don't want to be a part of this game
Haven't changed at all I'm still one and the same
But you, no, you had to switch lanes
Fast lifestyle I couldn't sustain
Lost in a current - long as the Nile
Letters pilin up while i'm waiting for trial
Hold me down or let me go forward
No shared dreams for us to work toward
Silence is the only thing that I got
Rather not waste time playin yo' slots
Ask me now what I have to lose
Heavy walkin do you want my shoes
Dark skies so it's the only time I have to think
Try all I want but the boat'll still sink
Are you the anchor that'll hold me down
Empty heart can I find what's never found
In the past I thought I found my treasure
But emotions are a game only used for pleasure
Wake me from my sleep I think that I'm cursed
Been lost, but I'm not the first
Walking out just to escape the light
Only time I'm alive is in the night
Things goin wrong on a daily occasion
Wish it all a joke only simulations
But nah, no I can't take that risk
Been through it all so I wanna make it brisk
Hold me down but I gotta let it go
Water fillin my lungs but I wanna grow old
Gotta stay sane get away from this city
No more odd looks filled with their pity
Embrace reality for how it really is
No more living with any of my fears
Do you understand me
Anything I say
No one understands me
Anything I say
I dont understand
Why i feel this way