KoN - inside my mind Lyrics

Take a look in my mind
You wont like what you find
F*cking one of a kind
Niggas saying goodbye
Do they even know I f*cking try
Do they even have that f*cking drive
Either live or survive
Nigga im gonna thrive
Aint gon be like that nigga who floating up in the sky
Back then I would wonder why
You would just wanna die
But after all of this time, its harder to stay alive
Yea, they say living is harder
Flame to life ima stater
Speak your mind and its martyr
Speak your mind and its treason
They don't give me reason
Always fleeing or freezing
Said you got my damn back, but you don't have what I needed
Why are they conceded
Sit down nigga stay seated
Used to laugh at me, now i'm up I told them to all beat it
Guess your ego depleted
Found the snake that we weeded
Niggas dont know the difference between I want and I needed
Yea I want and I needed
Endless mouth that im feeding
Got the script to my life, but you wont mof*cking read it
Stop the crying and leaking
Its just gon make you weakening
But you gon take the day off from the truth like its the weekend
Know that you wanna see me, cuz you mof*cking pleading
But I got this blade in my back and im mof*cking bleeding
Why am I always leading
They want the bread that i'm eating
While Im busy with demons that im not mof*cking beating
Take a look in my mind
You wont like what you find
F*cking one of a kind
Niggas saying goodbye
Do they even know I f*cking try
Do they even have that f*cking drive
Either live or survive
Nigga im gonna thrive
Aint gon be like that nigga who floating up in the sky
Back then I would wonder why
You would just wanna die
But after all of this time, its harder to stay alive