I'm wandering outside, I'm all alone
These sleepless nights have got me feeling low
I'm feeling empty, barely feeling though
I need to get lost, need to let me go
Let it go, I think imma let it go
Pillies help me cope with it when I am lying on the floor
Now you see me texting, now I'm trynna reach you on my phone
I ain't never planning on stopping cause bitch I'm on a roll
Now my head is feeling light, I only exist in my thoughts
And I can't see anybody, I only see you in the dark
I try to reach out to you, but I don't get very far
I gotta gut myself just to see your mark
But I got my life to live, I got my places to be
It's no longer you and me, I'm out of things to believe
I will now be on my way, I have my price left to pay
And if you see me one day, I hope it is on my grave
I'm up now, must have blacked out
Don't even remember how I got back to my damn house
Heavy drinking in the morning till I pass out
This is what my life is gonna be until I'm lights out, yeah
(This is what my life is gonna be until I'm lights out, yeah)