I'm at the end the end of my rope
Might take that fent resort to dope
I burn bridges
Can't get enough of pain and smoke
I hate those
Those who come to close
Ever wonder why I been alone?
Always got a lump in my throat
I hate myself I hate these cloths
I hate this bottle and I hate this hoes
Hung that noose from above my bed
Jumped off felt the rope grip my neck
I can't breathe
That's what you get
Wake up boy it ain't time to rest
Dreamt of the day I got chains and bread
Now I hope on a day where my kids are fed
Or a day I don't wanna be dead
Or a day I don't wake up depressed
101 in my my cup uh huh
Rock bottom feel better than top uh huh
F*ck these hoes and f*ck this chop
Swig from the bottle I don't do Shots
Wanna be a red motherf*cker
Violet dead MOTHERFUCKER
Nod your head motherf*cker
Layin still in Gutter
I'm so depressed and I keep it undercover
I can be a better lover
I can't be a better brother
You won't have to suffer
When i clear out my brain
Set my record straight
When im fresh out the Cage
Lookin at me strange
Im A new man today
Up to my neck in the fabric of space
I've been floating alone in this forsaken place
Sent to a bottomless void of recession from which I will never Awake