Odaat Video (MV)

Man I never thought I'd be in this position but here I am now feeling broken and defeated
Laying on the ground with demons all around me
And I don't know if you believe it but I hope you see it
'Cause I don't even know if I can see it in myself, all I ever see is every single downfall
And it feel like I'm waking up every morning just to show the world how I let you down God
I'm unworthy, dirty, filthy, I deserve nothing, you should go and kill me
Drowning in my sin but your grace is sufficient
And they saying its a dream but you promising its the real thing
I don't know if I can heal God, that's why I need it to be real God
All this pain that's been stored up inside of me for so long
I just need it all to go away without having to pop a pill God because
Medication won't do it, the only thing that ever get me through it is you
I mean what am I supposed to do
When I feel like the only two options in front of my face is you lose or you lose
Looking at the situation got me going crazy
Feeling like a complete failure and its on the daily
Man I should've paid attention to the words they was say
But I didn't now Jaxon is on the way because we having a baby
I'm just tryna keep it real and on the real man I'm tired of being cynical
I got these walls put up but I pray that you turn them into Jericho
Let these walls fall down from the wicked part of me
And let your Spirit flow through every single artery
The heart of me is displayed in the artistry and pardon me
But part of me wants to yell out I want to give you all of me
But my flesh and my spirit are fightin' until the day that I die
I can feel Satan lurkin' and workin' from depression inside
Always stressin' over what the future holds and if I'm really gonna make it or not
But my momma always told me you should take it one day at a time
One day at a time, yeah one day at a time
Always stressin' over what the future holds and if I'm really gonna make it or not
But my momma always told me you should take it one day at a time, that's real