KOW - Divorce Lyrics

Excuse me, Ms Caine
I like riding with you, but I need my own lane
I do adore you
Look what I was before you
I wasn't starving like some of the people you f*cked with, but I struggled too
It was almost a shock that I juggled through
That's the only reason I f*ck with you
But I wish someone told me the f*cking truth
The truth, that I'll never be able to leave you
You told me you loved me and I believed you
That's how all domestic abusers get their prey
They lure you in and make you believe what they say
But their actions will never match
You gave me a second birth, I wish I never did hatch
Cause your love is addictive, but so is your abuse
And taking care of me was the prefect excuse
You love me to death but If I don't leave, I might die
And my memories are gone, you'll move to the next guy
But you say I'm insecure, you say I'm just tripping
But your reach was longer than Scottie Pippen's
And you led my life in steals, stole my mind and soul
I should've known it would end like this when you told me your goals
How can I count on somebody whose goal was to sell out?
I gotta leave before you say get the hell out
And then I'll have nowhere to go
But your abuse is so strong that even if I don't leave I don't know
If I'll ever find my way on my own
When you call me, I'll always answer the phone
My friends ask me why I just don't leave
I can't, when my poison is the air I breathe