Losing Time Video (MV)

Midnight strikes- there's no more time for losing time
Had such a dreadful week but it's all worth it tonight
My palms are sweaty but that just means I'm alive
Just means I'm alive

Walked so far to get here, there's no time to rest
Smoke in my freezing lungs, O bourbon on my breath
My palms are sweaty cause they know what's up next

Hop the fence out onto the highway under the starry sky
If I didn't cherish every waking moment of this life was I just losing time?

Bourbon on my lonely breath, O smoke in my lungs
I'm not here to die tonight, I'm not here to give up
I just want to feel something, I want to be someone

I imagine seeing her there across the street
She doesn't know what I'm doing here
She's cold looking for me
She's not the reason that I cross though
I know she's only fantasy

I realize that when I die I'll probably be satisfied
With the way I lived but now I cry
No more time for losing time
Maybe I'll change after tonight

Cars around me speeding in and out of my weary eyes
I feel so jaded because there's solace in knowing i might die

And then the cars get swallowed by the night
And your image fades in the moonlight
The sound of silence holds fast my mind
And I'm still here losing time
And I never thought that I would feel so all alone

Chasing cars into the sunrise
A tear forms in my eye
If I don't remember every time I do this when I die
Was I just losing time?