Hit Unruly Video (MV)

I spend my life in the back of the bar
Get me an uber cause I can't drive my car
I'm so damn high, I feel like I'm with stars
They call me crazy but you are what you are
I spent my life feeling like I'm at war
Cause I be hurting deep inside from the core
Spent my last money on some zigs at the store
I'm depressed
I confess
This shit's a mess
Yeah, I'm depressed
I remember when things used to be so good
And I remember when things used to seem so cool
And I can't seem to get back to the mood
Of the old me but this new me is truly
Unruly
Yeah, when you got so much time on your hands
You can go kinda berserk in your head
I just wanna feel what is real
Cause all this shit that's around me ain't real
I can't seem to get out of my head
And I can't seem to get out of my bed
Fake ass love and these people coming around
Using me till I'm f*cking broken down
I'm depressed
I confess
This shit's a mess
Yeah, I'm depressed
I remember when things used to be so good
And I remember when things used to seem so cool
And I can't seem to get back to the mood
Of the old me but this new me is truly
Unruly
I gotta snort some coke, just to pull myself together, yeah
And I gotta smoke some weed, just to make myself feel better
Cause I can't take it no more I'm heading straight into my war zone
And when I reach the peak I hope God just brings me home
I'm so depressed and I'm drowning in my mess and I'm all alone
I must confess, I'm a motherf*cking mess
Where the hell do I go
I wanna cry
Don't wanna try
I wanna lie
Inside my mind
Rather be blind
Than see the light
Turn off the light
Turn off the lights
Turn off the motherf*cking lights, please