Kritical - Lost in Tears Lyrics

I don't wanna sleep
I close my eyes and its
Just so deep
A deep dark hole in the
Back of my mind
Filled with the bodies of
All those that pined

They ask me to sign
They pour me the wine
I ask them why they've got those
Tears in their eyes
They tell me they're drowning
But I didn't care
Why didn't I care
Oh God Why Didn't I Care!

I look in the mirror and
Smash it
So brutal, I drank it
The blood from my knuckles
I get back and crack them
My friends don't desert me
These chains don't deserve me
Only the other side get me

I wanna see ghosts
Their light being my host
I can't wait to leave
And abandon my post