Król - in my quiet place. Lyrics

Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you yeah yeah
Lately I been terrified
Of my mind
Of my thoughts
How they carry lies
Say it's okay to show emotion then bury mine
No more hope I been let down every time
Every time I was thinking it would turn around
It ain't move not a inch on the border now
Borderline finna' lose every ounce of my faith
Grip with both hands every once of your grace
I remember Lucy said he got him
Faith on a hunnid thou couldn't stop him
Find somebody else to play with He not him
I was seeking the Lord boy I was locked in
What a time what a day
It's so afar off God cause I've went astray
I'm ducking these thoughts God I'd rather pray
I'm ducking these thoughts God I'd rather
I'm ducking these thoughts God I'd rather pray
Tell me do you hear my prayer
When I'm in my quiet place
When I'm all alone yeah
Tell me Tell me Tell me Tell me
Why does it feel like I'm always so far from you
Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you
I'm thinkin bout a scenic route
I juggle both belief and doubt
My heart is broke and bleeding out
My heart is broke and bleeding out uh
May the God of my soul come and heal me
Strip the mask He in love with real me
In the hurt where I birthed every layer
But I'm safe with you God you can peel me
Oh how I'm grateful to God he ain't kill me
Still in His hands like cards he could deal me
Joy for mourning
Praise for the heaviness
Until fulfilled help me focus on readiness
Envious of every marriage that's walking in merriness
Im taking every course tryna find me a therapist
Terrified ima lose another loved one
All to my flaws
God I hope my flaws you don't run from
Tell me do you hear my prayer
When I'm in my quiet place
When I'm all alone yeah
Tell me Tell me Tell me Tell me
Why does it feel like I'm always so far from you
Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you
Why does it feel like I'm always so far from you
Everyday I'm waking up praying for a call from you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you
I don't want a portion of your love I want all of you
Last year would've never thought a time could get darker
One day Ima really shoot my own documentary
And show the world all the different parts of
Show the world all the reasons that I walk upright
God fell through the crack with no silicones
Bouncing between churches and mental homes
Plenty questions I had when I'd get alone
Do you hear my cries
Do you hear my groans
Do your hear my lies
Do you hear my tone
Can you see my pride
Can you see I'm bold
Can you see my highs
Can you see my lows
When you respond to me tell me the why
I could make it through as long as you nigh
I could make it through mm
I could make it through as long as you nigh
I could make it through
My salvation and my refuge
Trust in him at all times
Trust in him at all times
When I'm Praying in my solitude
Trust in him at all times
Trust in him at all times
Everything I say my father knew
Trust in him at all times
Trust in him at all times
I know I can make it through
Trust in him at all times
Trust in him at all times