Ray-GA (feat. D. Suave & Terrica) Video (MV)

Mmm
Ray-GA, Ray-GA
Mmm
Ooh
Mom and dad I miss ya
Killa
Ray-GA this song's for u
Man
(This song's for u, Mmm, Ooh,Yeah, yeah, no no no, ooh, yeah yeah)
Nobody knows the pain that's inside
I try to hide it deep, but it's hard to with tears in my eyes, dog
I'm stressing daily thinking bout' them painful memories
The thought alone makes me weak, it makes my soul bleed
I'm blowing trees tryna' ease the hurt
DAMN, my primary family under the dirt, man
Pops & mom, they gone on home
To a better place up in the sky, I'm in a constant zone of sorrow
Hoping tomorrow brings me more happiness than today
If I could see em' once again, I would just probably say
I love u mom, I love u dad, I miss u both for real
Let me break it down to the people who don't know the deal
Imagine from your freshman to your senior year in school
Your ass was ridiculed, pitiful, always blew your cool, come on
All because my parents died, my heart was ripped in two
Follow my story, step into the world that I live through, aye
I know
I know
I gotta move on
I gotta move on
But it hurts me so
It hurts me so
To know you're gone
To know you're gone
Life couldn't be without u
Couldn't see me without u
But I'll be strong
(Ooh)
Cause that's what you'd want
Shit, aye
If your listening, u know my parent's dead & gone
And I'm still hurt, but it gets to me when people say I should move on, HUH?
Do you really know how the f*ck it feels to lose your moms?
The one who carried me for nine months, raised & made me strong?
Now I'm sitting here reminiscing on Georgia
Paulette Thomas, adore her
I always have & for her
I'll give my own life just for one night so that my daughter
Jazlyn Jenique Thomas could see her grandmother & spoil her
I know my moms would, but instead I'm having nightmares
Reoccurring images of when the doctor sliced there, DAMN
The final outcome she had no breasts, & right there
I cried stood by her side because I KNEW my moms had fight left
She lost her hair too
In public people stare cruel
And rude these motherf*ckers were, I'm looking like HOW DARE YOU, NIGGA?
It's all good her pain & suffering is gone
She's in a better place with Jesus Christ in Heaven her new home, aye
I know
I know
I gotta move on
I gotta move on
But it hurts me so
It hurts me so
To know you're gone
To know you're gone
Life couldn't be without u
Couldn't see me without u
But I'll be strong
(Ooh)
I'll be strong
Cause that's what you'd want
Cause that's what you'd want
John Ray Thomas, this is for u daddy!
DAMN, I barely made it through my senior year at Monroe
I'm supposed to be wilding out, happy as hell, & so gungho, naw
But instead, I'm dealing with the fact she's dead
And all I had left, was John Ray, my pops, and China Red, damn
But China got married to Wendy so he's gone
To start his own life, with his wife & Dejah now I'm all alone, shit
At least I feel that way cause pops was never home
He was always with my uncle Phillip tryna cope & move on, HEY
Hell I don't blame him, he lost his high school sweetheart
The stress he was going through missing her, made his heartbeat stop
And I know this for a fact, that's why he left me
So I cried & deep inside
Wanna ask GOD why he test ME?
But my faith in the Almighty made me realize
That this was the best thing for my father, so they could reunite, okay
Now they're together I'm Heaven, watching over me
Hopefully made em' proud, I'm smiling looking in the clouds, aye
I know
I know
I gotta move on
I gotta move on
But it hurts me so
It hurts me so
To know you're gone
To know you're gone
Life couldn't be without u
Without u
Couldn't see me without u
Can't be without u
But I'll be strong
(Ooh)
I'll be strong
Cause that's what you'd want
Nobody sees the tears that I'm crying
Nobody knows the pain inside
I gotta move on
I gotta stay strong
Hope that the Lord makes a way for me