Kumayl - W.T.W.B. Lyrics

(Can't f*cking believe myself sometimes man
Sit and look in the mirror like the f*ck have you done, f*ck me man)

Please Lord
I've been needing just another chance
Need to start looking forward
I spent my whole life looking back
Feeling sick to my stomach
In that sickness I've been trapped
Can't relax
Its a fact
When my cranium cracks
I'll sit and piece it back together with a glue and a patch
When I show you I'm untethered watch you Ooh and you Aah
But this dumb shit gotta stop making it off the track
And I don't correct mistakes I watch them slip right out my hands
And they're gone
And they land
And they spawn
And they brand you as wrong for such a long time
You start to catch yourself looking at the glass as half empty
Crushed so numbing yourself becomes tempting
Running from the endless f*ck up you've become
Sensing
This is gonna be the very very last entry
In the diary
Firing off the bridge will be the best thing
If you take
This away
Tell me what you left with?
Jus K
Just say
Tell me one day
You will be the right way
You won't be the same
You'll be helping not hurting those who trust you
I pray
You'll be helping not hurting those who trust you
I pray
Jus K
Just say
Tell me one day
You will be the right way
You won't be the same
You'll be helping not hurting those who trust you
I pray
You'll be helping not hurting those who trust you
I pray

Im coming down again with a flow done
Still not feeling like a shogun
Dojo's open
But the funds run
Dry
Is there any point in opening the mic
Fade out the lights
And cry
Tell the crowd goodbye
Grab a swing of booze to black out the night
And fly
Wake up
Regret it
Have one more try
Back to the
Back to the starting line
Back to the startled life
Back of the party with the a bag and a mic
Shouting over the tunes
I can flow real nice
Just gimme me a try
Trade it all for the piece of mind
What do you do when the nights drag on over time
Ever since summer been convinced that I'll die
Chest ain't felt right in a couple months but it's fine
Startling reminder that this life is finite
This life of mine
That I've so far wasted
Frying my mind
So far wasted
With red in my eyes
So far wasted
Breaking the ties
Spend so much time focused on these nights
Scared that what's around me drifts and I'm
Left
On an island alone
A selection of records
That made my brain whole
Grasping for lost lines
That lead me back home
Cause now that I'm better
I need to convince everyone I'm not broke
So I hope
That whatever this will be can keep me afloat
What's the next move when you've rocked the boat
Sink swim or choke
Calm down man
Yours problems seem like a joke
(No, no, no)