This stress, restless, I cannot cope
For I travel an upwards slope
Sending me down on insane rides
I beg for help with twisted lies
This right denied by anger unclear
So close to breaking, oh so near
I've been used, too many times
To say it's alright, and say that I'm fine
I'll never trust, I'll never love
Power I want, ego above, and
Beyond reason, already I know
I'll learn my lesson, tomorrow
Is there a way, I must leave
But I must stay, for I'll cause grief
I must emerge, but not conquer
Ego corrupt, is a monster
How do I, find the time
To figure out, what is right
So I stand here waiting
Over thought, contemplating
A way out of this circle
I'm in cause I hurt all
Tell you the truth, it's all my fault
But no one knows, so I assault
Frustrate myself, I'm at the edge
From this day forward, I will pledge
To forge trust, written with love
Wisdom guides me, to rise above
Reason beyond, logic it grows
Never it comes, tomorrow