kxmcxle - ill be okay Lyrics

I gotta get gone
I gotta get outta this town I'm so tired of feeling alone
Nobody gets me i'm close to age 20, i'm two years away I should be acting grown
But I got problems, my head always telling me that i'll be dead so I stay in my home
I hope there's no clone of me
I don't want no one to suffer the way that I do methadone
Is one of the reasons I weigh only a hundred and 18 pounds
And I'm standing 6 feet from the ground
And I talked to my doctor I should be 150
Them Xans almost put me straight under the ground
They were laced with the methadone
(That I just mentioned before)
And the extacy had me all wrong
They laced that with speed, had me out in the rain on my knees
Wasn't breathing good, shout out to Cole

(And to god)

Cause they were the only ones there for me that day, i'm done with y'all saying i'm fraud
I didn't have shit growing up that y'all had just be glad that you wasn't in my shoes to walk
And I didn't walk, I've been running from demons my whole life
And i've almost crumbled like chalk
If you speaking on me without knowing my life
Take this advice and go and just get off my cock
I've been running my whole life, and I'm so tired I just wanna be okay
I've been battling all of these demons for too long
I want them to f*ck off and flee away
Let me be okay, i've been running i'll be okay
One day ima be okay, I can see a way
I can get out of all this bullshit and be okay