i dont wanna die. Video (MV)

Who are you falling for now, if it's not me
Who's in your head now, if we're not meant to be
Falling for you, girl, I know that you noticed
You say that we ruined it, but I won't let it happen
I wanna grow old with you, but you don't care
Changing your mind like that, it isn't fair
You better know this is me
I'm gonna kill myself with anticipation
Baby, I'll be waiting for you, unless you don't want me
I don't wanna die, I just wanna be numb
Cause I can't take all these feelings
I don't need thinking, I'm strong
I don't have the heart to do it
I have the heart to love you
But you don't care as much as I do, and it hurts